I start school on monday.

Like actual, normal, high school.

I haven’t gone to actual school in about two years. TWO YEARS.
I know absolutely no one that goes to this school.  

I’m gonna have the worst social anxiety. I wont be able to smoke a cigarette all day. And since I dont know anyone, I get to eat lunch alone.

I hope my boyfriend will pick me up from school on monday and let me have panic attacks in his car.