I’m so close to graduating, but I don’t know if I’ll make it.
I have so much work to do, and so little time.
And I’m tired.
And I need to find a dress, thats dresscode apparently, for grad.
I should just kill myself. Or drop out, even though theres only 2 weeks left.
and I got promoted at work.
I’m now an assistant manager at Journeys shoes.
Working 32+ hours a week. Whooooo.
Whenever cinema comes on the radio, I always sing “You are, a cinnabon, I could eat you forever”
And today, As It came on he goes, “You know, the song says you are a cinema…right?”
“Yeahhh? I always knew that babe, I just fuck around”
“….You made me think it was always ‘you are a cinnabon…’ THE WHOLE TIME.”
My boyfriend is so silly.
I cant believe he would really think that baha
Wet kitty.
Hates sleeping alone.
I miss my boyfriend, I wish he could move back in with me. :/
I’m gonna do my first stretch for my ears.
I’ll record it so you can all watch me be a big baby
Tomorrow will be one year.
Everything is just getting harder and harder.
I’ve been holding back my tears for hours now, and I can’t do it anymore.
I just want my dad back. I miss him so much. I’d do fucking anything, ANYTHING. Every single day of my life, I just wish he’d come back, tell me it was a cruel joke.
I fucking miss you.
I’m sorry dad. I’m sorry I was a shitty kid. I really am.
I miss you, so much.
going to dye my hair.
Maybe I’ll be weird and make a video after.
I can start attending the 18+ events las vegas has to offer.
along with gogo dancing. I can do that.
And buying my own cigarettes…..
I’m nervous.
Finally an adult.
Meep.
